Girls, girls, girls.

I have had a large amount of girl troubles lately.

As you already know, Girl X has left my life for a while, and I’m really missing her. I just realised the other day that Gotye’s song Somebody That I Used To Know is surprisingly applicable in this situation, so I have been listening to that song quite a bit lately.

Speaking of Girl X, I think I may be falling for one of her friends. We’ve been talking a lot lately, and she’s someone whom I feel I can open up to and trust with all my heart. I feel like I can just be myself around her and have fun. But, I don’t think shed want to go out with me. I mean, she opens up to me about all these guys I like, so I feel like I have a lot of competition IF I want to pursue her. One of those guys happens to be one of my friends, so I tried to help her start a successful relationship with him. One of the tactics involved was a fake relationship between me and her, to make him jealous, but it failed miserably. Also, we can’t meet up any time soon either, so it seems that my only good options are over the internet.

Ahh, the internet. That is where I can keep up with the people I met on holiday. Oh, didn’t I tell you? The girl from the cruise is back, for real this time too! But I don’t think I have any feelings for her any more.

But, my dad seems to think that someone in my class has a crush on me, but I totally disagree with him.

However, I think my attraction to the girl from my very first post (you know, the bad girl) is returning to me. I just realised how intelligent she is, and that’s just what seals the deal. BUT, she hates me, AND I am shy around her because of it, AND she’s already got a boyfriend.

It’s annoying to have so many crushes at once!!

One last thing before I go, there are a few girls that I regularly hang out with at school and have fun with. Just because we have fun together, does that mean a relationship would potentially work? I mean, I’m not attracted to any of them; I just want to know if they are potential options if I decided to go down that track. But, one of them is in the year below me so it would be awkward.

On a completely different note, my cat got bitten by a snake a week ago. We don't know if he'll live or not, hes been very up and down lately, so we don't know.

Anyways, that’s the end of my ranting about girls. Bye for now, Andrew.

P.S. BTW, feel free to comment and give me advice, it’d be much appreciated!